Scissor Lock

Yesterday I had one of the scariest dreams I've had in a long time. I realized I was dreaming and I was driving some sort of convertible car with the top peeled down and it was cloudy. When I consciously knew that I was still asleep and could attempt the 'lucid dream', I immediately drove the car off the road and over a cliff and relished the fact that my passengers thought they were going to die, but I knew I wouldn't because I was dreaming and would wake up in my bed safe and sound. And I did wake up but then I couldn't move :c Sleep paralysis strikes again. Boo.

Anyway, today at work was almost unbearable. I just ate a bowl of ramen for my first meal half an hour ago which will probably turn me into a ~whale-a-sourus~ but I couldn't eat all day and felt sick. The ramen is smelly :c I feel nauseated now too and I tried to jog but each time the soles of my feet hit the floor after being pushed up into the air my head pounds. >_< Headache. Eek.

I stayed in tonight because of a mixture of things and I feel okay. And I think I'm slowly getting a better grasp on what I'm doing/what needs to be done.

Waking up early to hand in my passport forms FINALLY tomorrow :) I also have to go get a capital one credit card ^___^ my first credit card. Momentous.

Reading this entry once I am back from Africa will be weird. I am so excited and filled with expectation now, I wonder how everything will turn out. Beginnings are nice. Starting anything new is nice. They come with the hope that there is so much more to expect and so many great things that could happen. I think I need more beginnings that aren't just preludes to an ending.