There is this small lady at Costco who just looks like a lil bag of bones with skin stretched around and poofy bright hair and a gap-toothed grin and she always wears a floral top. I like her and today she was hysterical and crying. No one else in the store really noticed though, or maybe they just didn't care as she scrambled to punch out and said she was leaving for good and heaved a lot of dry sobs that made me question if she was initially laughing or crying. o.O The whole situation made me want to do...something though, except nothing really came to mind and I just awkwardly hand her a tissue and told her not to be sad because the holidays were here. I patted her back too and tried to convey how much I really wanted her to have a good holiday... that I wasn't just saying it because she was ignored or she was crying or anything dumb like that. I mean, I'm pretty apathetic to most everyone so it's not like it should matter that much. But I hoped she had a cool house with a fireplace and even a family who cared enough to buy her chinese food like mine did when she came home to them. Just something, you know? Ah babbling.
Then again, I probably would hate someone like me if I was the one crying. Annoying trying to do-gooder >:|
Where's the reset button hereeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I honestly really always feel two steps behind happiness. But I'm not sad. Not at all! Maybe I would rather be that though. A sad little human crying on Christmas Eve hehe. Not a happy thought :/ but
at least it would be something and I might know how to fix it a little better.
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